Here's a new one

Yet a very old one. Rage. Anger so strong my heart gets palpitations, I actually act out some scenario, some confrontation with me in a blind fury, so wrong, doesn't matter. And I fight the person. Actually throw a punch. Stomp on them. I need to calm down. Am I manic? How many vistarils can I take in a day? I'm up to 5 - 25mg today. I think the whole house/condo thing is dead. I'll have a month in March to find me an apartment. Or I'll explode. At the moment, I don't care which.



I wish there was someone out there.